Real Life Technical Difficulties
Like Lil' Kim said, "I've been gone for a minute now I'm back at the jump-off." Chile, when I tell y'all life has sent me up , down, and around. I was having technical issues with the site. I was having technical issues in my life. And at one particular moment, I was just lost in general. I mean, we all have craziness going on in our day to day events. Sometimes we overlook the miniscule things until we can't overlook them any further. What I did do, was pray to my higher power named God and ask him for a new beginning. And sometimes when we ask for a fresh start we forget that all of the things that's going on currently, have to be shut down. It' never always an easy transition from chaos to calm. Well he shut it all the way down. In other words, the rug was snatched up from under me. There was a lesson to be learned in this entire shut down .
#1- Take time to live life. Stop working so much. Why are you working 3 jobs, sleeping 4 hours a day, and only seeing the financial rewards as if I you only have one job.
#2- The fight that you have put into building others up needs to be put into building yourself with a higher level of intensity. I would overextend myself in ways both known and unknown to help people who didn't even try to help themselves or stand up for what had meaning to them. And this leads to the next and final analyzation.
#3- Look around and see who's there for you when the rug is pulled from under you.. I don't throw the term friend around too loosely. Now mind you, I was not as down and out as most thought. One thing that I was blessed with was the spirit of awareness so I tried to stay prepared in the wake of the fall. But some of my so-called close friends kept walking and didn't look back for my ass. What about the phrase , no man left behind....
unless its Foxx, I guess. But I will deal with that on a one on one basis.
Usually when the TV goes to a technical difficulty status, you see static on the screen. This pixilated screen is a block from seeing the programming that you were so comfortably watching. When the picture pops back on , we just go about watching what's left of that programming. Not giving too much care about what we should have been doing during that downtime. I paid attention during my downtime and I'm Back. So be ready for what's o come!